"13 young students killed at party in Mexico border"  

What a depressing story!!! As much as it sucks to live here illegally at least I know I'm safe here.  I don't fear that I'm going to get shot at a party or that I'm going to get shot as I walk home... it must suck so bad to have to live in such fear. The life of an undocumented person is hard but we really are lucky to live in a place where we can feel safe. At least I feel safe here. Sure, there is always that fear of being deported but it's not the same fear that people in Mexico feel due to all the drug related crimes. 

It really is depressing....  :(   Stupid drugs!! And stupid people!!!! And stupid money!!!!!!  I hate them all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I will finally have a day off tomorrow. At least from the restaurant. I still have to work in the morning but at least I get to come home as soon as I finish working there. I will go to my body sculpting class in the evening!!!!!  WOOOO-HOOOOOO!!!!! Because of work I have not exercised for like a week and a half. I'm just so tired ALL the time. Plus, I stayed up really late watching the Australian Open for the past two weeks. Poor Rafa!!!! I hope his knees get better. It sucks that injuries are keeping him from playing the way he was playing around this time last year. I hope he gets better soon and he can play the way he used to. It was so exciting watching him play! I miss him!!!!!!!

 I couldn't get my passport  :(

Apparently, the birth certificate that I have is NOT an original... it's a carbon copy. I HATE the mexican consulate!!!!!!!!!!! It was such a stressful ordeal just GETTING there. Then after going through the annoying security area, having THREE people check that I DID have an appointment, oh and let's not even discuss parking... I saw three cars fighting for one parking spot, the businesses around the area have security guards, rope, cones, guarding their EMPTY parking spaces. It was just terrible. I ended up parking a mile away just to escape the craziness of it all. So I had to walk a mile to get to the place and 30 minutes later I was turned away because of my birth certificate. What a waste of time!

I could have slept a little more this morning and done yoga before starting my day. Now I have to go to job #1, then immediately head to job #2 and will not be back home until after 10pm. I didn't get extra sleep and I will not be doing yoga today... and I didn't even get my passport. Crap!

Well... at least I have 200 subscribers on youtube now, lol. I can't believe people like to listen to my blah, blah, blah. Oh, and I even "inspired" one girl to start making videos of her own. She sent me a super sweet message saying that watching my videos inspired her to make some of her own. I loooovvveee when someone writes me sweet messages like that.

I hope today ends up being a good day. And tomorrow I just want to stay home. No going out. Must re-energize!!!!! 

I think I have an old version of Leopard... and I just realized this. I don't get Mac's operating systems. I'm soooo confused!! I think I can upgrade to the Snow Leopard for $30... I think... but what if I order the upgrade and I can't do it. I'm trying to google it but I can't find much info on OS X 10.5.6   Aaaahhhhh... I'm sooo confused! What kind of operating system do I have and is it worth it to pay $30 plus shipping to upgrade?!?! Can I even upgrade?  Screw it... I'm going to order it and hopefully it will work... if it doesn't I'm out $35. 

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I got my passport photos today... $25  The passport itself is $101. Then, my mom said that if we ask a relative to send us a certified copy of my birth certificate we have to give him/her $100. Sooo... I'm spending $226 on this stupid passport :(   Funny... I make a bit more than that working 30hrs at the law firm.  Then, I have a skin treatment next week... that is another $250. Plus, I just spent close to $400 on glasses two weeks ago. Plus, I paid almost $300 on Monday for the hotel in Miami. No wonder I can't save any money!!! What the hell... this is depressing... 

I'm FINALLY going to get my Mexican passport on Friday. I called today to make the appt. and they gave it to me on Friday... last time I called I had to wait 2 months!!! I don't get the mexican consulate. I was thinking the same was going to happen this time. Now I need to get my passport photos ASAP. The bad thing is I didn't get them today because as soon as I left job #1, I had to go to job #2... the same is true tomorrow but I'm going to have to make a quick stop somewhere. Now... where is "somewhere"??? I have to idea where to go. Where can I get passport photos that measure 4.5cm by 3.5cm with a white background... oh, gosh. Who knows... I'll just have to FIGURE IT OUT I guess. I hope I make this appt. I don't want to miss it. Sucks having to work all the freakin' time. This week I worked Tuesday, Wednesday (just got home), I'm working Thursday, Friday, Sunday, and then Monday and then the cycle begins again... my gosh. I'm sooooo glad I have Saturday OFF!!!! Those are the days I work at the restaurant. Then, Monday-Friday (not Tuesday) at the law firm. 

Another problem I'm having is that they are going to keep my birth certificate. I only have my original copy... If I give it to them I will be left with only a regular copy of my birth certificate. Damn it!!! I looked at some websites where you can order certified birth certificates but it cost $150!!! I'm not paying that much for a birth certificate... what the hell!!! Anybody going to Aguascalientes, Mexico anytime soon, lol?!?!? 

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Why is it that when the restaurant is slow... I end up with all the sucky tables??? Today:

Table 1: 3 old ppl.
Table 2: 2 old ppl.
Table 3: 2 old ppl.
Table 4: 2 old ppl.
Table 5: 3 weird men
Table 6: family of 4 (my ONE good table)

I swear... they are sooooo unfair with me :(  I didn't see anybody else get FOUR tables w/ just 2 old ppl. Actually, everybody else kept getting tables of 3 or 4 ppl. I HATE them!!!

KARMA

I'm off to do the primary series of ashtanga yoga. I'm loving this type of yoga. I want to learn about meditation too. 

My friend and I booked our hotel!!!! It is a BEAUTIFUL hotel and it was only $580 for 5 days and 4 nights! We got a really good deal through hotels.com.  Miami here we come!!!!!!! Well, in June... in June we will be there! I CANNOT wait. I can't believe I will be in freakin' MIAMI!!!! I hope I get really tanned :)

Ohhhh and I cannot believe that Pitbull is the opening act for the Black Eyed Peas!!! Seriously!!!! This is going to be such an amazing concert. I think it's going to be one of the best EVER!!!! "meet me half way, right at the borderline is where I'm gonna wait for you... i'll be looking out, night and day, took my heart to the limit and this is where I stay" I looooovvvveeee Black Eyed Peas... although I'm not going anywhere near the border like the song says, lol!!! Hahahhhaaa....

Question. How do you get over a person? I can't move on... I swear, I am TRYING my best but I can't move on!!! I went out on Saturday... on a  semi-group date. My friend's cousin wanted her to meet one of his guy friends and my friend thought her cousin and I might like each other... so there we were... at a sports-bar playing pool. What am I doing? Sipping on my vodka tonic thinking, "I wonder what Joe is doing?" What is my problem???????? I swear.... I don't get this at all. The ENTIRE night all I could think of was HIM. I really believe that I"m NEVER going to move on. At work he has been SUPER happy. He is always laughing, making jokes with the other servers... this guy is very jolly... I'm NOT. I'm in a bad mood all day. I make faces when he is around...I know I do... but I don't know how to make myself stop. I HATE him!!! He should have NEVER asked me out on a date. Why did he EVER take me out!!!!!!! He should have just left me alone. Piece of shit!

:(

 His text response came through last Thursday... this is what he wrote.

never again. I am so sorry! I will not bother your life anymore. Thank you for being with me. Thank you for listening to me. Thank you very much. Best wishes to you!

How depressing!!!!

I think it's REALLY over now. I don't think he will try to contact me again. So hopefully this can be the last time I write about him too.

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I worked yesterday and I'm working again tonight, and Friday, and Saturday, and Sunday... It's going to be a loooonnngggg weekend! Damn restaurant. I'm going to miss Grey's Anatomy tonight! I REALLY hope he is not there tonight.

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My friend and I are booking our hotel for our Miami trip this week. I am so excited!! I can't wait!! I want it to be JUNE already!!! We are staying in South Beach at a hotel that is right on the beach. We are spending a lot on the hotel but I think it's worth it. 

Ohhhh and we got our tickets for the Black Eyed Peas concert too! I got them in the mail yesterday. This is going to be such a FUN concert. I can't wait until Rihanna goes on tour. I am dying to see her too. I saw her about two years ago but her latest album is AMAZING! If anyone is having guy issues listen to her entire album and you will see what I'm talking about, lol. I wanted to see Alejandro Fernandez too but I totally missed him!! He was here in September :(   Is Fanny Lu touring????

I need to get ready for work soooo.... see you guys in the next post. 

 I bought TWO pairs of eyeglasses today!!!! They are soooooo cute!!! I ended up going over my budget but... I just HAD to get both pairs. I think it's worth it because now I will spend less on contacts. Maybe I'll post pics. later. 

Love my glasses!!!!

I'm off to Uncle Julio's now for a few margaritas and flautas!

 I now have 170 subscribers on youtube!! Woo-hooo!!! That is too exciting. 

Aaahhh... yoga puts me in such a good mood. I just finished my sun salutations and did several stretches. I feel relaxed and my mind is clear again. I should really try to do this every single night.

I have a HUGE head ache!!!! I'm so sad :(   That stupid guy ruined my MONTH!!  I have been obsessing over those text messages for the past two days. Why doesn't he just leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just don't get it. Why????????

WHY???

Why does he care that I don't talk to him anymore?

Why does he say things like, "you are the best of the best in my mind" ?

Why the hell is HE asking ME WHY????

Why did he send me all those text messages?

Why is he thinking about me when he has a girlfriend?

I really don't get it. I don't think I ever will.

Tomorrow will be a very busy day and I'm hoping it will end with a few margaritas. Bartender please make them STRONG!!

I'm off to do some sun salutations and maybe a few stretches... I wonder in which part of the world the sun is just rising? I will do sun salutations in name of those places, lol.  Is there a  moon salutation??? Hmmm....

I just can't catch a break.

HE texted me :( He started texting me after 3am. What the hell!?

This is what he wrote: My responses are written in red.

What happened?
Why?

Huh?

I'm sorry I just...

What are you talking about?

Did I do something wrong?
Sorry, I did! I hurt you too much!

Why don't you talk to me?
It is too late!
I am so stupid! I am a real fucker! Do you think so! Yes u do! Alright, I will shut up!

I stopped talking to you because I found out something that U should have told me, but I had to find out through other people and it just wasn't a nice thing for you to do.

I... I... what is wrong with us?

I don't know.
Tell me!

I don't think your gfriend will like that you are texting me at 3am

Do you think I lied to you?

Yes! U do think so! U are the best of the best in my mind. Thank you for responding.
Good night.

Why are you even texting me? Why don't you just leave me alone. I think I was a nice enough person when I was with you, and even though you couldn't care for me the way I wanted you to, the least you could do now is let me move one. But how can I move on when you keep contacting me? I was willing to be ur friend and forgive what you did to me the first time but even then you couldn't be honest with me and well... i had to find out through somebody else that you have a gfriend. U just haven't been a nice person to me at all. at one time u were the best in my mind too but thankfully i have good friends that have made me see that you are the one that missed out on something good because i really did care about you at one time. too bad you could not appreciate that.

I received a text about 15 mintues after I sent that looonggg response, lol, but the text just said "good night" Which is the last text he sent me... my STUPID phone does that when I have too many text messages and a new one is trying to come through. Instead of getting the new message I just get the last text that was sent to me... it's weird. So, I think he did respond to my text it just didn't come through.

Stupid phone!!!

So... 

I don't know.

I think after that response he should leave me alone. 

The funny thing is he didn't deny having a girlfriend. I can't believe the guy!! He DOES have a girlfriend but for some reason he keeps bothering me. Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm NEVER going to move on. How can I??????

Work was a bitch today!! My stupid UNFAIR boss made me sooooo angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last Sunday, at 9:27pm a group of 4 guys walked into the restaurant, we close at 9:30pm... the boss tells this guy that it's HIS table... it's HIS turn. The guy says, "I have school tomorrow", IMMEDIATELY the boss turns to me and says, "Ok. You take it." I didn't want to take it but I still had a few things to do (side jobs I had to finish) so I took it even though I didn't really want that table. Did I complain? NO. I just took the table even though it wasn't even mine to start with. I didn't leave the restaurant until 10:15pm.

Today the restaurant was veeeerrrrryyyyy slow. At 7:30pm I had my last table of the night. By 8:30pm I had finished with my side job and my last table was gone. I go to the front to ask if I can leave and the boss says NO... Two waitresses had already left long before I even asked. Two servers STILL had a table and were finishing their side jobs. I had no table and had no side job to finish. Why couldn't I leave?????? I told him, "But I just stayed late on Sunday" He ignored me and just said, "One of you has to stay. You guys figure it out." I wasn't going to say that I was going to stay, and neither was anybody else. Even the two servers that STILL had a table and had to stay no matter what, were willing to say, "I'll stay." Sooo... I'm forced to stay there for 30 minutes with NOTHING to do AND I only made $30 in tips. At 9:00pm the boss says, "You can leave." ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why????

Why force ME to stay when there are still other servers who have tables. Why not tell one of them to stay???? If any of THEM had asked to leave the boss would have let them go. He let two of them go... why didn't he tell them NO too.

I know that most jobs require you to stay late... especially restaurants. I get that. I have stayed late NUMEROUS times. But today was just ridiculous. There was NO reason for me to have to stay. NONE.

HE... my ex-crush.. HE was there... he had a table... he still had to finish his side job. They should have told HIM to stay. HE should have said, "I'll stay"... but no... the boss doesn't force him to stay late and HE doesn't say a thing. He knew I wanted to leave. He knew that they were making me stay. Asshole!

I hate them all...

OH, and my coworker... the one I talk to all the time...

"I didn't say I would stay because I stayed late January 1st"

Bitch.

I was just looking at my graduation ceremony pamphlet thingie and JUST realized I was the only Bachelor of Arts in Child/Bilingual Studies to graduate Summa Cum Laude, lol... that is too funny. I noticed this 2 years after the fact... I'm in la-la land too much :)

It's finally 2010!!

My year has already started badly, lol. This afternoon as I was leaving for work my car started doing some weird jerking motion every time I stepped on the gas. I had to take my mom's car to work. I REALLY hope whatever is wrong with my stupid car is not expensive to fix.

Then, I get to work thinking "at least today is my free day"... free day from HIM, because he doesn't work Friday's, but as I walk in I see HIM! Ughghg!!! So much for having a "free" day.

Then, last night my friend and I decided to bring in the new year with a bottle of champagne... not a good idea. It gave me a huge headache and made my stomach turn. I don't like champagne!!

Plus, the month of January is very slow in the restaurants soooo... I know this month I will not make good money. Although this girl and I agreed to take turns working Tuesday's so I will now work every other Tuesday too. And thankfully HE will not be there!! Woo-hoooo!!!

I don't have a New Year's resolution.

I'm off to watch LOST!! I am re-watching old episodes in preparation for the FINAL season :( I can't believe LOST is coming to an end! No more sexy Sawyer!!

These are pics. of the eye makeup I did for New Year's Eve. I loooovvveeed how my eyes came out. Have I mentioned that I LOVE makeup, lol!!

I was called in to work today. I had my day all planned out and had to change everything because of work. Of course, no one forced me to go but I felt like I could use the money. I don't know how much longer I will be able to work at the law firm and even my time at the chinese restaurant is running out.

Plus, I need to go to the dentist and have a cleaning. I take good care of my teeth so hopefully I won't have any cavities or anything EXPENSIVE going on with my teeth, lol. I'll probably make the appt. in the next 2 weeks. Although I have seriously considered getting braces again... yes, again. I had braces in high-school but stupid me never wore my retainer so my teeth have been shifting over the years. I don't have terrible teeth by any means but I miss my straight teeth. People always tell me I have a beautiful smile but I'm scared that all the shifting around my teeth are doing are going to make my "beautiful" smile disappear. So... when I go to the dentist I will ask them for a quote on braces. If it's around $2,500 or less I will do it!!

I seriously would LOVE to have health insurance. I have all kinds of issues going on, lol... I'm super broken. My eyes are messed up, my skin is a mess, my teeth need a bit of fixing, plus I'm a girl so those yearly physicals are really important. Especially now that I'm on birth control, I will need to go every year. I don't plan on stopping the birth control anytime soon because my skin is amazing!!! I love my skin right now! It's soooo clear and smooth.

Ok... so I'm going to be a bit annoying and talk about HIM again.

He made eye contact with me on Sunday. I know, I know, I know... big freakin' deal... the guy made eye contact, SO WHAT!!! But he NEVER looks at me!!! He NEVER looks at me!! And Sunday, he walked into this room where I was standing all by myself and when I looked up and met his gaze, he looked into my eyes, and kept his eyes on me until I looked away and IMMEDIATELY walked out of the room.

He was probably wondering why I didn't respond to his "Merry Christmas!" text.

Aaaahhhh!!! He drives me crazy!!!!!!!!!!

Does he expect for me to talk to him ONLY when HE feels like talking to me! He NEVER responded to my "good luck on your test" text... he never even said, "thanks"... and then he wants to wish me a merry christmas!! We are NOT friends!! We do not speak!!! We don't even look at each other... but on Sunday, there he was... looking straight into my eyes.

I hate him!!!!!! I hate him!!!!!! Why can't he just leave me alone?? Why can't he go and make eye contact with his girlfriend... why doesn't he go and wish her a Merry Christmas... He just needs to leave me alone! I don't look for him. I'm not after him. All I do is think about him... and write about him... but I NEVER do anything to try to contact him. The one time I did contact him (the text I sent him) was only because he made me think that there was a possibility of there being an "us" again. But as soon as I found out he had a girlfriend, I erased his number from my phone, and I stopped talking to him at work. Anytime he is next to me at work, I leave.

I think my New Year's resolution will be to stop talking about the guy.

HE just texted me "Merry Christmas"... :(

What is HIS problem!!!! Why does he bother doing that! He does not want to be with me so why does he not let me move on. Why?!?!?!? What does he want from me???

I don't get this guy at all. It's like he wants me but he doesn't at the same time.

If he wanted, we would be together... but we are not together because HE does not want it. So... why does he always text me during the holidays?!?!?

He texted me Labor Day.
He texted me Thanksgiving.
He texted me Christmas Day.

I did not respond to the Labor Day text. He didn't try to contact me until Thanksgiving.
I responded to the Thanksgiving text, and that didn't get me anywhere... I got my hopes up thinking we were going to try things again and I just ended up finding out that he has had a gfriend this entire time.

I haven't texted him back and I don't plan to. For what? My heart still cares for him but I'm not going to be that stupid. I gave him plenty of chances... 6 months I waited for him... 6 freakin' months!!

And what has he done... broken my heart a million different times. I'm not going to lie, I'm curious about what would happen if I text him back but I just know I shouldn't.

For once I'm going to be strong and I'm just going to let this one go.

I was telling my friend today that it's so difficult for me to move on because I spend every holiday in the same room as him. Christmas Eve and Christmas Day we both worked. I saw him Thanksgiving Day at the luncheon. I also worked with him Labor Day. And... I just looked at the calendar and it looks like I will be working with him Valentine's Day too. Lol, and we would have had to work 4th of July too but thankfully we are closed that day! I just can't catch a break from this guy.

I wonder if maybe he does like me but he feels like he shouldn't date me because I'm Mexican. The guy was born and raised in China, sooo... maybe his mentality is set that he needs to be with someone of his own ethnicity. I have often wondered this because since our "relationship" ended, he ALWAYS listens in to conversations I'm having with people. He ALWAYS looks to see what I'm doing/not doing. Yesterday I caught him looking at me and I know he does things w/ other girls in our restaurant to try to make me jealous. I just know he does... This is another reason why I can't move on. I get a vibe from him that he is interested... BUT it doesn't make sense that he would be interested because he KNOWS that I like him and he just doesn't act on it. Could it be because of my ethnicity???

I don't know...

I'm tired of trying to analyze what this guy does.

I SERIOUSLY need to move on.

It is soooo cold right now! Wednesday the weather was absolutely gorgeous, I think we were at 70 degrees. Then, on Thursday I believe we dropped down into the 20s and even had "snow". Although, snow in TX always turns into icy roads. I had to work last night until 10pm and I knew the roads were going to be bad. I live about 25 minutes away from the restaurant where I work, so I knew I had a looonnnnggg drive ahead of me. I took the tollway to get home faster and the roads were completely fine... no ice. Then, I wasn't sure if I should take the freeway or if I should drive through the smaller streets to get home. My thought process was, "I will take the freeway because lots of cars are driving through it right now, and since it's a VERY busy freeway I KNOW the sand trucks have passed by and made the roads safe for driving. If I go through the smaller streets I'm more likely to hit an icy patch..." That is what I thought!! Boy was I WRONG!!! I took the freeway and my car started to SLIDE!!!!! It was the most horrible feeling in the world. Thankfully, god was watching over me and I did not hit another car!!! But I was sooooo close because there were cars all around me. It was just terrible :( I never want to be in that position again!! I hate winter!!!!!!!!!!!! I made it home safely but it was an excruciatingly painful drive home. It took me over an a hour to get home. I was watching the news around 11:30pm and they showed the freeway where I had been driving and it was suuuppper congested. The news caster said it was the only mixmaster in the area where the sand trucks had not passed. I don't get that at all because it's passing right through downtown... it's like one of the busiest freeways in the city!!

Ughh... whatever. The sun is out today and we don't have rain in the forecast so the streets should be ok tonight. I'm glad because I have work again tonight.

Looking at the good things of last night... I looked super cute, lol!!! My makeup was just too cute and everyone loved my little poinsettia looking flower thing. I worked a table of 14 and got a $60 tip!! Whooo-hoooo!!! I caught HIM looking at me, lol... I'm pretty sure HE thought I looked cute... and yes, I know, I'm and idiot for even thinking this but I can't help it :( My heart still has feelings for HIM! Sooo... these sort of things still matter to me. I would never admit it to any of my friends, nor would I ever say this out loud but that is what is so great about a journal. You can write what you feel even if it's the stupidest thing in the world.

This is the rough draft of my Christmas Eve "look"!!






It's different than what I wanted to do originally. In this look I'm wearing a gold glitter on the inner half of my lid and a regular green shadow on the outer half. Plus, a shimmery bronze on the crease.

I tried doing the glitter on the lower and upper lash line, like I mentioned in my last post but I like this look better, although the other way looks cute too.

I think for Christmas Day I may do the one with the gold glitter on the upper and lower lash line or I might end up doing a purple and plum look. I don't know yet!

Nothing went as planned today... I did not make it to the mall and my stupid dog made me cry! I hate that dog!!! I think I was being emotional again this morning and busted into tears over a silly thing. Oh well...

At least I did make it to the noon Yoga class. It was pretty intense but nothing compared to the intensity of the afternoon Body Sculpting class. Now THAT class was a K-I-L-L-E-R! I am already feeling the soreness. I know tomorrow I'm not going to be able to move. I think we ended up doing 100+ squats/lunges, 50+ push ups, 100+ tricep dips, a bunch of abdominals, and jumping that would never end. The worst part is I can't wait for next Monday to do it all over again!! Lol... I love exercise!!!

As of right now, the plans for tomorrow are:

9am- Gynecologist appt.
11-2pm- Christmas shopping stuff
3-5pm- Eating and relaxing
5-7pm- Gym plus Yoga class
7-7:20- Steam Room!!

Then, I will enjoy my night because Wednesday at 4:30pm the craziness that is the Chinese restaurant will begin! I'm so not looking forward to that. I really hope I don't get yelled at by anyone. And I don't want to work a big party!!! PLEASE no big parties!!!!!!!!

I forgot to mention this but last week I had an acne scar treatment done. The birth control plus the Duac gel have done wonders for my skin so my derma. said we could start treating the acne scars. My skin has been peeling like crazy for the past 3 days. It looks pretty bad right now but I know next week my skin will look great! My derma. did this procedure called Derma Planning, where he basically used this tool that looked like a blade to remove the first layer of my skin. Then, he applied some kind of glycolic acid to penetrate deeper into the skin. The acid burned!!! It was crazy because he applied the acid to my face and he let it dry for about a minute. Then, he put a super cold towel (it felt like ice) over my face for about 30 seconds, and when he removed the towel it was warm to the touch. Crazy stuff, huh? Beauty is pain I guess, lol. As long as my skin looks better I don't care how much it hurts or how crazy I look for the next few days while all the dead skin flakes off. I just want my skin to glow :)

Oh, I need to add laundry to my plans for tomorrow. Everything is dirty!!

OMG! I just got home from work about 20 minutes ago and I am SUUPPEEERRR exhausted!! I made $160 tonight in tips and got to take home $130... whoo-hooo!!! Not bad for a 5 hour shift! Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday are supposed to be suuuppperrr busy days too, which means that if I make at least $100 each day, I will make at least $430 this week. Almost what I make at the law firm in one month, lol. Good money but I do work HARD for each dollar I make!! My back hurts, my eyes hurt, my feet hurt, my head hurts, my face hurts, lol... my mind feels exhausted!

Tomorrow I'm going to finish my Christmas shopping, so I will wake up early to hit the mall before it gets packed. I am hoping to be done with all my shopping by 11:30am so that I can make it to the Yoga class at noon. Then at 6pm I will go to a body sculpting class!! I'm sooo happy I'm off from the law firm for this entire week! It will give me the opportunity to try some of the morning/noon group classes.

I should go to bed now. Today was a looonnnggg day and tomorrow will be a long day too.

By the way, I watched that movie Precious!!! OMG!!! What a depressing movie :( I started to watch it while I was eating pizza but five minutes into the movie I completely lost my appetite. Everything that happened in that movie was just terrible!! I don't think I would be able to read the book.

Speaking of movies, 500 Days of Summer is coming out soon on DVD!!!! I loooovvvveeeed that movie!! I MUST buy it!!!

I'm going to work Christmas Eve and Christmas Day... :( That sucks! At least now I will have a good excuse if they ask me to work New Year's. I will just tell them I HAD to work Christmas Eve & Day sooo... I should be able to get New Years off. I already have my New Year's dress!! I bought it yesterday. It's a very pretty green dress with a textured design on the shoulders. It's very cute. I'm thinking of wearing black tights and black booties with it. I shall do some shopping in the next few days to find my booties!! Plus, I have to practice my eye makeup. I want to do a very, very, VERY glittery smokey eye. It's New Year's!!!!!

Since I will HAVE to work Christmas I decided I'm at least going to have some fun with it. I'm going to do a green & gold smokey eye with a bright gold glitter all around the upper and lower lash line. Then, I'm going to the dollar store tomorrow to pick up a Christmas-y flower arrangement and I will use it to "design" a Christmas inspired head band so I can wear that to work. Plus, I'm doing a Christmas design on my nails too!!! I will post pictures in my next post.

OMG!! The YMCA where I go added a new Yoga class... it's called Ashantaga Yoga... O-M-G!!! It is...

Aaaahahhahahahahahh!!!!!! I swear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My co-worker's boyfriend just called me :( He is getting on my nerves!!!! Quotes from the conversation...

"I'm sick are you bringing me some food"
"Are you working tonight, because we are having a bikini-party"
"My girlfriend is sleeping right now"

What the hell!!!! He invited me to have lunch but I told him NOOOOOOOOO!! This is sooo uncomfortable.

I'm just trying to type an entry and then this drama happens! I'm telling you guys, that stupid chinese restaurant where I work just brings drama to my life.

I really don't know what to do about this whole situation. I don't want to say anything because I know my coworker and her boyfriend will just say that they are playing around BUT I hate this!!

Well... I will have to finish this entry later because I have to get ready for the gym. I must work out this stress!! Treadmill here I come!!!

Ohhhh... I can do ONE military push-up now!!!! Whooo-hooooo!!!!!